I miss you so…. I made you a heart in the rocks.
Xoxo love you baby!
Who I Am Uncensored
I did have a great girlfriend at one point but it got fucked up. I still wait for her and will continue to wait and hope that one day we will fix us and be together again.
I’m an honest person I never really was but I am now.
I’m a single Father with an 8 years old son.
He’s lived with me for the past 8 years.
its just me and him in this big world and we take it on day by day.
MUSIC!!! god I love music 90% of my day is filled with music. I listen to it all the time, all kinds of music. you name it I listen to it except new county I cant seem to find anything I like so if you have any suggestions please let me now ill try my best to listen to the whole song or if you just want to send me anything kind of music you like I’m cool with that too.
oh baking how I love/hate you, you took 10 years of my life and now I cant find a baking job anywhere because they cant afforded me. even if I tell the people ill take less.
then there is my art work (draw, paint, photographer, my tattoo art, sculpture and poetry) that no one sees. well a few people but they earned my trust and I respect their opinion.
I might put a few things up on here but don’t hold your breath.
there is a whole lot more to me but I think I said enough for now. if you read all of this and still want to know more ask me. I don’t lie so you might not like then answer.
oh and I’m dyslexic. no I’m not dumb or anything like that (if you thought that when you read that go fuck off and don’t bug me I don’t’ have time for you) if you want to know about it just ask.
being dyslexic makes it hard for me to read and spell. I do try learning how to spell and write better but its slow coming because my brain can only learn so many things at a time before it shuts down.
that’s all for now. if you read all of this sorry for the bad spelling and the grammar.
“ My doctor told me to stop having intimate dinners for four. Unless there are three other people.
“ I can’t do this but i’m doing it anyways.
Made this for my J
Love you baby
Angus And Julia Stone - All Of Me
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Now I wait again 3
I still do love her.
The only one I love.
“ He had discovered a great law of human action, without knowing it - namely, that in order to make a man or a boy covet a thing, it is only necessary to make the thing difficult to obtain.
Adele - One and only
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Parsley hard
Matt Hires - Honey, Let Me Sing You A Song
Heard this song in the mall today.
If she lets me i would give her the world. I would not fuck it up like i did last time.
You are the only one i love.
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Counting Crows - Colorblind
I kept some of my old defenses up when i was with her I really do love her but i was afraid to be happy with someone. That turned into me doing the shit i did.
I am colorblind now and have been for a long time. I am ready to be with her now the way i should of been. It took all of this to see it I just hope she give me another chance so I can be colorblind with her.
I am ready for her, she is the only one I love xoxo
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Pearl Jam - Nothingman
She loved me and I loved her.
Then it got fucked up, I fucked it up.
I’ll never do that again to her.
She believed in me and i hurt her she gave me everything and i still hurt her.
I really dont see how she will ever want me back but i have hope lots of hope. When we are one again i’ll never NEVER do her wrong again, i’ll be the man she should of had the first time she was with me.
I love you J your the only one i love.
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i wanted to grow up with you, and get older together.
I would be her friend and do things with her (as friends) if I knew we would be doing that so we could be back together. However I can’t stand by and be just her friend knowing ill only ever be just that.
I love her to much to just be her friend.
Crying.
I thought by now we would be back together.
I’m still going to wait for her forever. There is No one I rather be with then her.
I love you baby please come back please be my girlfriend again.